Holidays

Happy times for all the ones who got what they wanted... hopefully it was something more than an iphone.

for your troubles, merry christmas

Family

I think.... if you knew my family, then maybe you'd know me. They're kind of a pain sometimes and sometimes i get tired of them but they're still family and they've always been there when no one else has.
Whenever I go home, i go because of my family. here are their names: Cerena, Gordon, Patsy, Abram, Laurel, Linea, Stephen, (whos in Iraq), Jesse, Jacqui, Gary, Keira, Tallen, Grandpa Jim.

remember them well and know their stories.

Morning anguish

Let my sleep lest i dream of unpleasant things. Wake me then if i can't on my own. It's not the best day and not the best morning i've had. But I'd rather forget if you don't mind.

I do not need to remember the past of pain and lost hopes

Sick..

I'm a mess and thats what I am. If you really wanted to get to know me, you would stick around long enough to figure out you don't want to. I change every year, every day is something stuck inside that will not go away. Rain comes then the sun and so and so forth. If the next day you saw me and I knew how to fly, then maybe I am worth your time.

For now find someone else to bake your cookies with.

-something active for your holidays.

Newport Beach

Im with my parents in Newport Beach at a Marriot Timeshare. I have my own room and television. No homework and stress, just relaxation. I am a fan.

Hell or something like it part 2

So a couple months ago i talked about how difficult school is.... Well that was a cakewalk compared to now. I spent all day working on a project then a paper, then dinner, then studying for the exam I have @ eight o clock bright and early oh joy! Lest we forget all the papers, homework and classess I had last week.
all i can say is that sometime God will throw some punches at you to wake up and I definitely need to wake up and recharge.

I cannot remember a solid day where i did not have to stress about the next because of an assignment since the last 3 weeks!

Dear God almighty what a terrible rush it has been.