sixteen people I miss right now.

Honestly this is in no particular order. I was just feeling sentimental on this late hour. ugh need sleep.

1. Kenny Button - just talked to him. baseball player, super funny. Gotta love Kenny Butt.

2. Matthew Lopez - half mexican all attitude. sometimes listening to him is like a deep monologue from a quentin tarantino film with a little attention deficit influence mixed with the sound of an awesome fender tube amplifier. Great bod, great voice, down to do almost anything except listen to weezer.

3. James Spencer. best guy to write on while he's sleeping and to pray with all the time.

4. Laura Rainsberry. Imagine if faithfulness and loyalty was embodied in a person

5. My Grandpa Jim Burns - theres a lot unresolved to that. He passed away a few days ago. this guy was born when Woodrow Wilson was president do you know anyone who can say that?

6. Jessica Bisagno. I used to hate her but now we're inseparable half-asian bff's.

thats a snippet oh and I miss Phillis soresi too. she's kind of like the best addition to the family since Lindsay Wong my cousin was born.

Hallelujah that I could learn so much from these people.

"lest we forget"

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summer life....slow

This has been life so far. Family, a wedding, a death, a haircut. Oh and I also drink a lot of beer now and work at a place called oliver's market.

I think that summers between simpson find themselves pushing me to cabin fever or lack of friends syndrome.

I dunno Its late and Im venting but I miss a shitload of people right now and wish things could be convenient.

I hate the lousy youthful crowd in santa rosa I feel like a potato. Yeah I guess that's what I feel like.

I prayed for my grandpa to receive God, now he's gone and honestly I am not sure if he ever changed his mind. I am kind of tired of being bogged down by the familiar family cycle. At school I was a leader, at home I am the baby son who is still learning. It is hard when everyone around you is 9 years older or more.

On top of that there is not much of a church for me to feel comfortable at. I guess I haven't really tried and I guess I should be proud that God gave me a job finally and a little bit of breakthrough on craigslist (finally sold the drumset!).

I really badly, so badly need a community right now. I'll take just two friends minimum.

why can't Santa Rosa be on the interstate freeway?

I miss my grandad too. ask me about him and ill tell you a story that should honestly be made into a movie.

My brother got married too. That made me happy, got to practice some communication chops as his best man, made a speech and made sure all the guys were doing what they were supposed to be doing I guess.

Oh and my girlfriend is amazing did I tell you that too? yeah she's pretty awesome.

anyways there is alot to pray about and Im tired so I'll talk to you later.

- "it'd be great to see a miracle someday God, ya know? something out of the ordinary?"